
It was a harsh, windy night in Chicago , a powerful downpour was on top of Lake Michigan , and I was walking along the shore, safe and warm inside of my slicker, thinking about Dillinger.
Now Charlie Floyd was a polite, jovial and likable thug, and having come from poverty and hardship, when he fell down in a burst of gunfire in that Ohio cornfield, old men in his native Oklahoma cried like children and farmers choking in dust and debt wore black in remembrance of one of their own who fought, at least for awhile, against their enemy, the banks. Then there was Lester Gillis, who was every bloodthirsty nightmare of violence and death at the end of a tommy gun wrapped up in one tiny package of psychoses and rage. When he finally died, alone in a ditch, shot in the head by the last G-Man he killed, nobody missed him, not even his wife.
Now Charlie Floyd was a polite, jovial and likable thug, and having come from poverty and hardship, when he fell down in a burst of gunfire in that Ohio cornfield, old men in his native Oklahoma cried like children and farmers choking in dust and debt wore black in remembrance of one of their own who fought, at least for awhile, against their enemy, the banks. Then there was Lester Gillis, who was every bloodthirsty nightmare of violence and death at the end of a tommy gun wrapped up in one tiny package of psychoses and rage. When he finally died, alone in a ditch, shot in the head by the last G-Man he killed, nobody missed him, not even his wife.
And then there was Dillinger, sly and strong, with a smirk and a laugh robbing banks while handing money back to patrons. Bank after bank fell, and no jail seemed to be able to hold him. For awhile Dillinger seemed to be invincible, striking at will and leaving the newly empowered FBI looking like amateurs and fools, while making a bitter enemy of the stocky little man in Washington who was more dangerous than old John would ever have believed.
Walking away from the lake I crossed through a park and then walked several long city blocks west, along businesses and houses. It was a well cared for, upscale area filled with coffee bars and restaurants, and music flowed from nightclubs and couples crossed by me arm and arm rushing against the rain. I saw the Theatre, and then walked a few feet further to the small ally along the closed Mexican restaurant next store. I stood under a small cover, briefly dry from the rain, and fished a cigarette out of my pocket, moist but still workable and lit it up.
As I stood there smoking, looking down on the spot where decades before a crowd of people had laughed and gawked, excitedly dipping their handkerchiefs into his pooled blood for souvenirs, and wondered if he knew this was how it was all going to end and if he even cared. It beats the chair I suppose, but I wondered if he would have agreed that night walking out from the fantasy gangster world of Clark Gable and into the very real one he had spent his short life reveling in.

Throwing the butt of my smoke into a puddle, I leaned against the wall, cold from the rain and sighed. It’s easy to have a fantasy of being a badman, but the reality is short and bloody, never ending well. And yet for me anyway, despite the people who died because of him and the fear and chaos he brought, I still just can’t help but to admire the suicidal gusto that he embraced his life and his fate.
I shook my head, pulled my hood back up and with one final look began my long trek back to the hotel.
I shook my head, pulled my hood back up and with one final look began my long trek back to the hotel.
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